What am I going to do?

Alrightttt

Just had a delicious midmorning snack of Greek Yogurt and cocoa roast almonds, gonna play around on Pinterest, hit the gym, and excitedly await Flavio’s return to Orlando :-)

I just don’t think I’m done yet

I’m never entirely sure that I’m doing the right thing. I need constant reassurance, or so I feel, and I hate that. I want to feel confident in what I do, but it’s possibly more difficult than actually doing it. I want to be an amazing teacher and I want to change kids lives. I know that sounds cheesy, but I want to have an effect on people and I think it happens the most when we are young. I learn from my kids every day and I want them to learn from me, too. It gets frustrating when some kids obviously hate class. It makes me so sad and I know that it shouldn’t, I know that it’s not a personal thing… But I constantly google “first year teacher problems” to see if others have the same feeling of guilt and the same agitations. They do. Intrinsically, I know that it’s not me. However, that does not mean I wish it wouldn’t happen to me.

I have a lot going on in my brain, lately. Really, though, who doesn’t? I think that I want to move. I’m not sure where, but I think that’s what I want. I’ve always liked the idea of Seattle and I’d love to move back to London. I think about getting married a lot, too. It kind of scares me because I’m sure that I’m not ready to tell anyone: “Yup, I’m 100% on this. I’m in it forever.” Uh, yeah, no. But, the idea of having that, of understanding that confidence and not needing reassurance, sounds amazing. My wedding will be purple and red. I’ve decided. Check my pinterest. It’s a problem.

In other news, I just looked up at my TV and this is what I saw:

If that’s not the start of a good Saturday, I don’t know what is.

platingitup:

Swedish Tofu-Mushroom-Balls with Shitake Mushroom Sauce, served with Granny Smith Apple, Carrot, and Blood Orange Balsamic Vinaigrette Salad

The secret I’ve found to cooking with tofu is to season and herb the hell out of that stuff.  So, when I think I have enough spices and herbs mixed into it…I add more.  I also rarely measure anything, unless I’m baking.  So here are the ingredients for the dish.  Trust your gut on what you use and the amounts.

How I made the Swedish Tofu-Mushroom-Balls

Let the Ziploc bag be your friend - cube up a block of super firm tofu (didn’t bother to press it) and put that in a gallon ziploc, then add the spices:
The Gourmet Collection Spice Blends of the following -
Roasted Garlic, Rosemary, & Sea Salt
Chicken Salt
Roasted Garlic & Red Pepper

Dried Oregano
Allspice
Nutmeg
Cardamom

Finely chopped flat leaf parsley
And a bit of fresh savory

Mix all of the spices together with the tofu in the Ziploc and massage the bag to infuse the herbs and spices, and to crumble the tofu.  Set aside.

Mince a small shallot and 1 clove of garlic.  Chop some mushrooms in a small dice.  I am growing Shitake mushrooms on my dining room table, so I used a couple of large Shitake mushrooms along with a handful of white mushrooms from the market.  Sauté the shallot and garlic in some butter.  Then add the mushrooms and a bit more butter.  Add a few splashes of white wine as well and cook that off.  Let the mushroom mixture cool a bit and then add it to the tofu mixture bag and mix in.  Next add the chopped flat leaf parsley and savory.  Let the flavors sit with the tofu for a bit.

Dump the tofu-mushroom mixture into a bowl, add 1 organic free-range egg, and a good amount of plain dry bread crumbs (until the right consistency is achieved to make “meatballs”).  Make uniform size balls and refrigerate until ready to cook.

The Sauce

Cook the tofu-mushroom-balls in butter and then set them into the oven to stay warm while you make the sauce.  In the same pan that you’ve fried the “meat” balls in, add a bit more butter and some flour and create a roux.  Slowly pour in heated beef broth (or you could use mushroom broth) and whisk.  Mix in some sour cream to give it a tangy flavor.  Then sauté more Shitake mushrooms and add to the sauce.  Add the meatballs back in and simmer.

The Finished Dish

I served the Swedish Tofu-Mushroom-Balls over organic Yukon gold mashers with organic half-n-half and butter mashed in and seasoned with sea salt and cracked pepper.  I made a salad of finely julienned organic granny smith apples and organic carrots with a blood orange vinaigrette.

pinkhorrorshow:

Audrey in How To Steal A Million

pinkhorrorshow:

Audrey in How To Steal A Million

When I get married, I want the back of my wedding dress to look like this.

When I get married, I want the back of my wedding dress to look like this.